
YESTERDAY'S GONE
26th dec (fri): tday was nt a bad day, finally everything goes smoothly, i can concentrate on wrk & hardly tink of anything. dat was a good sign. got a grey fur clutch to reward myself as i work reali hard dis xmas, melody say i work e hardest among e team. yes im reali tired, but i forced myself to wrk, i guess its jus to forget my pain.
now i could feel im much better than b4, yup a bit mre time & i guess i can try to forget things tt i shd forget. anyway cant wait for e kl trip wit melody. i reali nid a break, leave this place & indulge in shoppin elsewhere, if not my mind wil start thinkin, uncontrollable. it was actually me, san, melody & wenhui goin tgt but due to some probs, ended up wit me & melo only. but its ok, i guess we wil stil enjoy it very much too. holiday mood already, don wish to work. haha.
If you, if you could return
Don't let it burn, don't let it fade
I'm sure I'm not being rude
But it's just your attitude
It's tearing me apart
It's ruining everything
And I swore, I swore I would be true
And honey so did you
So why were you holding her hand
Is that the way we stand
Were you lying all the time
Was it just a game to you
But I'm in so deep
You know I'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger
Oh, I thought the world of you
I thought nothing could go wrong
But I was wrong
I was wrong
If you, if you could get by
Trying not to lie
Things wouldn't be so confused
And I wouldn't feel so used
But you always really knew
I just wanna be with you
But now it doesn't matter anymore, say goodbye, just say goodbye.
5:37 AM